Astonishing
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
If I Had One Chance
LOOKING BACK ON THE MANY OBSTACLES IN LIFE, SOME THINGS I JUST DIDN'T DO RIGHT
IN AND OUT OF TROUBLE, THAT'S HOW THINGS WENT, THAT WAS MY LIFE
NEVER HOLDING ON TO ANYTHING, IN FACT, I THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS IN TACT
DIDN'T SEEM AS IF ANYTHING WAS WRONG, WHEN ONE SITUATION CAME I HANDLED IT
COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY I HAD SO MANY UNTIL THAT ONE NIGHT I HEARD MY MOM CRYING
SHE WAS PRAYING FOR ME, HER SON, AND EVERYTHING SHE WAS PRAYING FOR DIDN'T SOUND LIKE ME, UNTIL...
SHE SPOKE ON ONE THING, IN WHICH TOOK ME BACK TO ONE OF THE HARDEST TIMES IN MY LIFE
FILLED WITH STRIFE, MISERY, PAIN AND ALL OUT NOTHING TO GAIN
RESPECT WASN'T WORTH IT, WORRIES IN MY MOM'S LIFE JUST DIDN'T FIT
SHE CONTINUED, EYES FILLED WITH GRIEF, HER LAST PRAY, FOR GOD TO TURN ME
MOM IS NO MORE, AND I SIT IN A PLACE WHERE ELECTRICAL FENCES SEPARATE ME FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD
IF I COULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BRING THE ONE WOMAN WHO TRULY LOVED ME, BACK TO A PLACE WHERE SHE IS NEEDED
MY LIFE I WOULD LIE DOWN, AND TRADE IN SO THE WORLD COULD SEE HER SMILING FACE AGAIN
T WARE
IN AND OUT OF TROUBLE, THAT'S HOW THINGS WENT, THAT WAS MY LIFE
NEVER HOLDING ON TO ANYTHING, IN FACT, I THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS IN TACT
DIDN'T SEEM AS IF ANYTHING WAS WRONG, WHEN ONE SITUATION CAME I HANDLED IT
COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY I HAD SO MANY UNTIL THAT ONE NIGHT I HEARD MY MOM CRYING
SHE WAS PRAYING FOR ME, HER SON, AND EVERYTHING SHE WAS PRAYING FOR DIDN'T SOUND LIKE ME, UNTIL...
SHE SPOKE ON ONE THING, IN WHICH TOOK ME BACK TO ONE OF THE HARDEST TIMES IN MY LIFE
FILLED WITH STRIFE, MISERY, PAIN AND ALL OUT NOTHING TO GAIN
RESPECT WASN'T WORTH IT, WORRIES IN MY MOM'S LIFE JUST DIDN'T FIT
SHE CONTINUED, EYES FILLED WITH GRIEF, HER LAST PRAY, FOR GOD TO TURN ME
MOM IS NO MORE, AND I SIT IN A PLACE WHERE ELECTRICAL FENCES SEPARATE ME FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD
IF I COULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BRING THE ONE WOMAN WHO TRULY LOVED ME, BACK TO A PLACE WHERE SHE IS NEEDED
MY LIFE I WOULD LIE DOWN, AND TRADE IN SO THE WORLD COULD SEE HER SMILING FACE AGAIN
T WARE
Monday, June 27, 2011
Only You
A person can make you feel high,
A person can make you feel low.
But only you can decide,
Which way you want to go.
A person can hurt you mentally,
A person can hurt you physically.
But only you can place,
A limit on your abilities.
A person can cause drama,
A person can cause a situation.
But only you can create,
Your own reputation.
A person can make you laugh,
A person can make you cry.
But only you can make,
Decisions for your life.
I guess what I'm trying to say,
That when you're living day to day.
Don't live by what people do,
But live by what you know is true.
A person can make you feel low.
But only you can decide,
Which way you want to go.
A person can hurt you mentally,
A person can hurt you physically.
But only you can place,
A limit on your abilities.
A person can cause drama,
A person can cause a situation.
But only you can create,
Your own reputation.
A person can make you laugh,
A person can make you cry.
But only you can make,
Decisions for your life.
I guess what I'm trying to say,
That when you're living day to day.
Don't live by what people do,
But live by what you know is true.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Never Say Goodbye
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.
We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.
I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.
We'll go our seperate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.
We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.
I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.
We'll go our seperate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!
To My Alarm Clock
Every morning I lie there innocently sleeping
When the peace is ruptured by a horrible beeping.
My serenity ripped asunder, sudden and drastic
By this evil, demonic, red-eyed piece of plastic.
I roll over in pain and pound on the snooze,
Groaning, moaning, thinking 'What's there to lose?'
'Don't make me get up, just nine minutes more.'
The same thing I've said every morning before.
It's not that I hate mornings or dread the new day.
It's just that I loathe waking up in this way.
I'd much rather simply rise up with the light,
Glowing in the window, chasing away the night.
But the sudden screaming, the incessant fuss,
Makes me want to yell and cry and simply to cuss.
Especially the knowledge that all of my sorrow
Will be repeated the same time, same way, tomorrow.
When the peace is ruptured by a horrible beeping.
My serenity ripped asunder, sudden and drastic
By this evil, demonic, red-eyed piece of plastic.
I roll over in pain and pound on the snooze,
Groaning, moaning, thinking 'What's there to lose?'
'Don't make me get up, just nine minutes more.'
The same thing I've said every morning before.
It's not that I hate mornings or dread the new day.
It's just that I loathe waking up in this way.
I'd much rather simply rise up with the light,
Glowing in the window, chasing away the night.
But the sudden screaming, the incessant fuss,
Makes me want to yell and cry and simply to cuss.
Especially the knowledge that all of my sorrow
Will be repeated the same time, same way, tomorrow.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Bez Cu :)
I love you today and
I will love you tomorrow
Just some words
To clear the sorrow
That will never
Leave my heart or yours
From this day forward
You are so special to me
I love you
With all my heart
Always have
And always will
From family and friends
That never end
You will always be with me
As I will always be with you
Until we cross the gates of heaven
There we will always be
Together until the end
I will love you tomorrow
Just some words
To clear the sorrow
That will never
Leave my heart or yours
From this day forward
You are so special to me
I love you
With all my heart
Always have
And always will
From family and friends
That never end
You will always be with me
As I will always be with you
Until we cross the gates of heaven
There we will always be
Together until the end
Rebuild
No more sorrow, no more pain
Only love and understanding is left to gain
No more words without meaning
Only phrases and gestures full of feeling
No more lonely days and sleepless nights
Only quality time filled with hugs so tight
No more thoughts of worthlessness
Only moments shared together engulfed in happiness
No more starving for attention and a look of disgrace
Only daily kisses accompanied with a warm embrace
Love is patient, kind and complicated
To make it work communication must be initiated
God and His words play a big part
Hold Him near and dear, close to your heart
Only love and understanding is left to gain
No more words without meaning
Only phrases and gestures full of feeling
No more lonely days and sleepless nights
Only quality time filled with hugs so tight
No more thoughts of worthlessness
Only moments shared together engulfed in happiness
No more starving for attention and a look of disgrace
Only daily kisses accompanied with a warm embrace
Love is patient, kind and complicated
To make it work communication must be initiated
God and His words play a big part
Hold Him near and dear, close to your heart
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