The Battle

some where deep inside a battle rages, every day the fight takes its tole.

the pain over whelms, it pulls me down, it washes over me in waves.

some where deep inside a battle rages, the endless fight between good and bad,

some times i want to let the bad take me, some times i havnt got the heart.

some where deep inside a battle rages, how can i keep fighting, how do i win,

two sides of the same coin.

some where deep inside a battle rages, thoughts of dark subdue me, my hands are tied,

falling victim to the dark, its easy to give in,soon the pain turns numb.

some where deep inside a battle rages, just give in to it, all of the fight is gone, tiredness sets in,

the dark rolls over me, i sigh relief, i dont need to fight, i cant, i give in to the pain,its almost comforting.

somewhere deep inside a battle is subsiding, whats left. its relief, im done, what was i fighting for,

its not clear any more, no more culpability, its just who i am, im done, just take me, there is nothing left.

deep inside there is nothing, just dark, just quiet acceptance, relief, why should it matter, its only me,

give in to the pull of sleep, its easier,so numb,so tired,so....done.